to take to the nursery or not

This evening Jeremy, Liam and I all went to church together. It was so nice to have Jeremy along. We went for the Christmas program to watch Rosann and Amber singing in the choirs. So we had Liam in the service with us for about 20 minutes, and then he started getting antsy so I decided (after WEEKS of deliberation) to put him in the nursery. You would think this would not have to be a very big deal, but it is to me I guess. I have been pretty nervous to leave him in there...dumb I know. But I went ahead and did it. I took him to the nursery. Once I went back to the sanctuary I pretty much just sat there worrying about what I didn't tell them he might need. So during intermission I went to check on him, and he was doing fine :). But about 5 minutes into the second half of the program our number (#3) showed up on the little ticker indicating that that baby is unconsolable and that baby's parents should come and get him :). The older lady taking care of him (he was the only baby in the infant part of the nursery) said she tried to lay him down for a nap like I had told her to, but he just cried. The other mom in the nursery whispered to me..she just doesn't like to let them cry :) haha. I decided part of the reason he could have been crying (and yes he was tired) was because he had spit up ALL over the front of his shirt, soaking it...and still all over his mouth. No one had bothered to change it. Even though I left the diaper bag and told them there were plenty of extra shirts and burp cloths in the bag. So....all of that to say, I was a little disappointed. And probably because I am just a tad over protective of my little boy, but unfortunately now I am back to square one on the whole issue of leaving him in the nursery.